
How many of us have hidden our deepest thoughts and feelings, unsure where to pour them out safely?
For me, writing has been that sacred outlet since childhood: a way to pour out confusion, untangle racing thoughts, and confront every shadow in my heart. When I met Christ in October 2019, a new purpose ignited within me, and in the stillness of the 2020 lockdown, I heard His clear call: “Use your gift to bring light.”
That calling gave birth to WordzThatSpeak. What began as private journaling to wrestle with fear and pain has blossomed into a ministry for women everywhere, helping us uncover and uproot the toxic beliefs born of labels, comparisons, trauma, or a broken past. Here, you’ll find a safe haven to relate, to vent, to be inspired, and to remember you are never alone.
Welcome, may these words speak hope, healing, life, and release into your journey.
If you’ve ever struggled with feeling “not enough,” “too broken,” or like God couldn’t possibly use you this short, powerful guide is for you. I even share part of my own journey, and how God’s truth helped me rewrite mine.

Brandy grew up believing fear was love and chaos was life. From a fractured childhood to teenage pregnancy, from toxic relationships to cycles of lust, addiction, and shame, she learned to survive by burying herself in the very things that were destroying her. For years, she lived in the grave: trapped by trauma, anger, and choices she thought defined her forever. But God had other plans.
Addicted to Pain is a brutally honest, beautifully redemptive memoir of a woman who lost herself in dysfunction and found her true identity in Christ. With unflinching vulnerability, Brandy takes you through the broken places, the secrets, the betrayals, the regrets, and then into the garden, where healing, faith, and restoration bloom. This is not a story about perfection. It’s a story about grace. About second chances. About a God who meets us at our worst and still calls us worthy.
If you’ve ever felt too far gone, too broken, or too bound by your past, this book will show you the truth: your grave is not the end. It can become the very ground where new life begins.
ADDICTED TO PAIN is now available through IngramSpark!
Scan the QR code below to order your copy today and begin the journey of healing and hope.

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